November 18, 2010

Doctor, Doctor, give me the news

Bella Swan from Twilight SagaImage by inacentaurdump via Flickr
I'm royally pissed at a certain website for not taking my bank card. When I call them today, they better not tell me it's a problem with my bank, because I've used my card a million other places just fine and they need to get their shite together and stop passing the buck if they want my money.

I've been a bit oversensitive about being...wanted and needed by Mike, due to him doing something that made me extremely paranoid and uncomfortable. I feel like I'm acting like freaking Bella Swan, and I hate it. But at the same time I don't want to be some pitiful naive girl who's getting screwed over while she just...believes what she wants. Either way, I'm a loser and it feels like my heart is in a vise.

Thanksgiving has snuck up on me. I'm pretty nervous about Thanksgiving with my Dad's side of the family. They're good, loving people, but they have no sense of privacy or personal space and they're all loud and ignorant and smell like tobacco. My nerves are going to be shot.
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November 11, 2010

The End of the World as We know It

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Lots of crap has happened lately. Crap that leaves me hopeless. Crap that seems like a big deal. My apartment complex is lying and saying I didn't pay my rent for the past four months. They're summoning me to court and charging me a ridiculous amount of money. I'm in the middle of a lawsuit concerning a place that injured me. My student loans are due. The stupid HR department at my job lost my college transcript and is now threatening to suspend me without pay.

Sounds like suck, doesn't it? But I've decided that it's not the end of the world.

Things that WOULD be the end of the world:

Losing Hiko, my kitty cat
Losing my hair
Losing my mind
Losing my best friend and boyfriend of three years, Mike
Losing my brother
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November 04, 2010

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I found out today that my class ring has been shipped back from the warranty department. Since I'm 4+ years out of high school now, it will go right into the fire-safe box, waiting some 20 odd years until little Layla (or perhaps Lucas) starts high school. Then it will belong to them, to guide them through that season.

I downloaded some new songs for my (really really old) Ipod Nano today, including some Sara Groves. I really do wish Apple was more user-friendly though. And it's not just a case of unfamiliarity, since I've been using Itunes for years now. However, it seems that every new edition becomes less intuitive.

It's nice to be home, doing laundry, cuddling the boy, and checking facebook. This job is grueling. I'm afraid that if things don't change soon, I might not be able to handle much more of it. It's just so incredibly screwed up.
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